I’m back :3
Still depressed and everything but a little better I guess.
I’ll update later :p
off to go run an errand with a friend!!
toast annoys me so much cos like it’s bread that’s been toasted so we call it “toast” but if you fry a potato it’s not called a “fry”
do you ever look back at your mistakes
I’m back on this blog.
you know what means.
I’m fucking depressed.
I mean I have been this whole time but I made another blog that’s like my main blog that I could be a little more honest on.
But it’s not the same. My one friend I gave the URL to follows me and I don’t wanna scare her. And my face is all over that blog.
So here I am back to this faceless blog whining about how miserable I am.
I just really am.
I can’t even really muster a smile right now.
I just wanna go home but even then I don’t.
I just want to die already.
I don’t know what I’m doing with my life right now so it’s not like it’d be a waste if I died.
Someone end this.
I hate every miserable second I’m alive.
Will I never be better?
Will no one ever care enough to try and help me?
Like actually help me not just weakly attempt to hear me out half heartedly and be content and leave when I fake happiness again.
I want someone who can see past my fake smiles and lies and try to really get through to me.
But maybe I’m scared of that too.
To be exposed is a scary thought.
to be honest I’m not quite sure what I want.
Just that I don’t want to be alive.
I’ve been super busy with everything.
One of these days I’ll make a post filling you all in :3
For now I’ll try to keep my blog more constant so thanks for sticking around if you did <3
thank you for sticking with me while I was gone so long <3
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